"Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I am not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.

Just look at me look at me now, I'm a fake I'm a fake I'm a fake!" - The used.

This is not one of my better days. So much for having a best friend, I hate people, people just hurt you thats all they do, yeah maybe for a while they'll make you smile, but it is inevitable that they will hurt you eventually. Maybe it's just that I am too sensitive for the real world. But whatever, I loath mean people. People are stupid, throw rocks at them.

Screaming fidelity!!!


I know I havn't been on for a while, thats because I actually have a life now days, with real people in it, not just imaginary friends. Yeah, like I go out every weekend, then spend the rest of the week sleeping so I am full of energy for the weekend again! Yeah and I just have alot of shit running around in my brain.

Lonely Lonely Lonely Friday morning.. Such a fucked up reality. And I am sick, I hate being sick. I better be better by tomorrow. Otherwise.. well then I'll just go out anyway and not have such a goodtime because I am sick.
When I am lost, there is no one to redefine me.
Sometimes I think I have lost my self.
Till I go out on weekends. I need to do some new pictures. I'm disintegrating.
Take me away from all of this, all I really want right this very second is to feel his arms around me, and to look into his gorgeous blue eyes.

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
NANANANANANAANA AHHHHHHH.


My wasted heart has had enough.

"Goth is the ability to find the art where art seems to be lacking; to find the light in the darkness and embrace it for all its worth"